Christian Bale is golddddd in the "mutthhhhherrrfuccckin" movie (just like how he would of said it, you'll know when you watch it)
Thank You
"I'm from the bottom, I understand what it's like to have and to not have. My perception on giving is to put yourself in those people's shoes and go from there. So that's what I did."
=) thanks for the presents
=) thanks for the presents
The Giving Landy
There's this pair of friends (this is from a TV show so we'll just pretend) Landry and Tyra. At first these two started off on completely opposite end of the spectrum in terms of their status at school. Landry was a shy yet intelligent boy while Tyra was the popular blonde bombshell. They eventually got together under the strangest circumstances when Landry began to tutor Tyra since her grades were slipping. They began to build a strong bond, Landry knew that he had feelings for her while Tyra tried to advoid it until one night she was attacked until Landry came to her aid. From then on they became closer and closer, although they were never officially togerther they sure looked like it. Whenever Tyra needed Landry, whatever it was, he'd come through for her. Whether it was homework, or fixing things around the house, Landry was there for her. Even when her attacker came back for a second time, Landry was there. Long story short he killed for her. Knowing that Landry would go do anything for her, she began to feel that she need to feel the same way he felt for her. Then their relationship got really tested when Tyra chose a new fling Cash (real name, no lie) over Landry. Initially she questioned her decision but the thrill she gets from being with Cash drove her away from Landry. A few months later, while Landry seemed to have moved on, Tyra left everything behind so she could chase that thrill of being with Cash and followed him on his rodeo tour. Tyra soon saw the real side of Cash as they spend more and more time together. Until one night he gambled away all her money and left her by herself. Full of disappointment and regret, Tyra picked up her things and headed home. Knowing that she would have to face the music, she knew she had some serious catching up to do in terms of schoolwork. So the first person or rather only person she knew that could help her would be Landry. Landry obliged to help her. Until Tyra's needs became a problem with Landry which made him question his relationship with her.**During one of their SAT s studying sessions Tyra suddenly demanded to take a break from working.**
Tyra: Do you want a coke or something? I can make a sandwich. I just need a break, let's take a break
Landry: Actually, I got band practice here in just a few minutes so we should probably finish these.
Tyra: Can't they just wait a half hour?
Landry: No, they can't just wait because I told them I'd be there.
Tyra: Are you guys like cutting a record or something?
Landry: We're not cutting a record but I am not just gonna to ditch them so I can have a sandwich with you. I told you that I would help you on your vocabulary words and that's what I am doing. (packs up his books)
Tyra: Wait! You're leaving? Why are you getting so mad?
Landry: I am getting so mad because you keep taking advantage of me because you know how I feel about you. You do it like it's nothing...and I just let you...so (walks away and comes back)
Landry: Have you ever read the book "The Giving Tree"?
Tyra: Yeah?! When I was like 5. Why?
Landry: It's about this tree who loves this boy more than anything, and the boy just takes and takes and takes 'till there's absolutely nothing left but a stump. I am like the tree and your the little boy, youjust take and take 'till there's absolutely nothing left. That's exactly what I feel like...just a stump. Because this is not a friendship, you're selfish...it's not a friendship.
Clearly Landry has a point. Tyra took advantage of Landry because she knows he would do anything thing for her and in a lot of ways she used him. But Tyra cannot be the only one to blame since Landry willingly gave into her demands. He prided himself promising to always be there for her when deep down he know she would never feel the same way for him the way he felt for her. So what y'all think? What should they do? What would you do?
I am MADDD late on this
if you ain't know...now you do
1. ACE HOOD & CURRENSY- ADDICTION
2. WALE- 5 MINUTES
3. B.O.B.- HIP HOP AINT DEAD (THE FUTURE)
4. MICKEY FACTZ- XXL FREESTYLE
5. CURRENSY- DRUG FLOW
6. CORY GUNZ- ALL ABOUT MINE
7. ASHER ROTH- ROTH BOYS
8. ACE HOOD- XXL FREESTYLE
9. KID CUDI- DAY N NITE
10. BLU- HALF A KNOT
11. CHARLES HAMILTON- STARCHASERS
12. CURRENSY- XXL FREESTYLE
13. MICKEY FACTZ- THE INSPIRATION
14. ACE HOOD- BUST YOUR WINDOWS FREESTYLE
15. WALE- RIDIN IN THAT BLACK JOINT
16. BLU- XXL FREESTYLE
17. B.O.B.- LONLEY PEOPLE
18. CURRENSY- UPPER DECK
19. CORY GUNZ- BOUNCIN
20. CHARLES HAMILTON- XXL FREESTYLE
21. ASHER ROTH- THROW DA WATER ON EM FREESTYLE
22. KID CUDI- CUDI GET
23. BLU- THE ONLY WAY
24. WALE- XXL FREESTYLE
25. CHARLES HAMILTON- PURE IMAGINATION
26. MICKEY FACTZ & CORY GUNZ-SWAGGA LIKE US
27. ACE HOOD- GREEN LIGHT FREESTYLE
28. ASHER ROTH- XXL FREESTYLE
29. WALE- BOYZ FREESTYLE
30. B.O.B.- ON TOP OF THE WORLD
31. CURRENSY- INEVITABLE
32. CORY GUNZ- XXL FREESTYLE
33. ASHER ROTH- I LOVE COLLEGE
34. KID CUDI- DOWN AND OUT
35. BLU- MAMA TOLD ME
36. B.O.B- XXL FREESTYLE
37. CHARLES HAMILTON- WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER
38. KID CUDI- XXL FREESTYLE
39. ACE HOOD- CRAZY WORLD FREESTYLE
40. MICKEY FACTZ, CURRENSY, & CORY GUNZ- INCREDIBLE
Download HERE
1. ACE HOOD & CURRENSY- ADDICTION
2. WALE- 5 MINUTES
3. B.O.B.- HIP HOP AINT DEAD (THE FUTURE)
4. MICKEY FACTZ- XXL FREESTYLE
5. CURRENSY- DRUG FLOW
6. CORY GUNZ- ALL ABOUT MINE
7. ASHER ROTH- ROTH BOYS
8. ACE HOOD- XXL FREESTYLE
9. KID CUDI- DAY N NITE
10. BLU- HALF A KNOT
11. CHARLES HAMILTON- STARCHASERS
12. CURRENSY- XXL FREESTYLE
13. MICKEY FACTZ- THE INSPIRATION
14. ACE HOOD- BUST YOUR WINDOWS FREESTYLE
15. WALE- RIDIN IN THAT BLACK JOINT
16. BLU- XXL FREESTYLE
17. B.O.B.- LONLEY PEOPLE
18. CURRENSY- UPPER DECK
19. CORY GUNZ- BOUNCIN
20. CHARLES HAMILTON- XXL FREESTYLE
21. ASHER ROTH- THROW DA WATER ON EM FREESTYLE
22. KID CUDI- CUDI GET
23. BLU- THE ONLY WAY
24. WALE- XXL FREESTYLE
25. CHARLES HAMILTON- PURE IMAGINATION
26. MICKEY FACTZ & CORY GUNZ-SWAGGA LIKE US
27. ACE HOOD- GREEN LIGHT FREESTYLE
28. ASHER ROTH- XXL FREESTYLE
29. WALE- BOYZ FREESTYLE
30. B.O.B.- ON TOP OF THE WORLD
31. CURRENSY- INEVITABLE
32. CORY GUNZ- XXL FREESTYLE
33. ASHER ROTH- I LOVE COLLEGE
34. KID CUDI- DOWN AND OUT
35. BLU- MAMA TOLD ME
36. B.O.B- XXL FREESTYLE
37. CHARLES HAMILTON- WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER
38. KID CUDI- XXL FREESTYLE
39. ACE HOOD- CRAZY WORLD FREESTYLE
40. MICKEY FACTZ, CURRENSY, & CORY GUNZ- INCREDIBLE
Download HERE
Previously On CSI...
"The thing that makes a fantasy great is the possibility it might come true. And when you lose that possibility it just... kinda... sucks" - Catherine Willows
...LOL I love Season one
...LOL I love Season one
Is there nothing we can believe in anymore?
A few weeks ago when I wrote about what I had hoped this December can bring me. I had a certain belief, I believed that there's always a brighter side, there's always hope, there's always something good underneath it all. One week in and I am starting to stop believing. Maybe I am just naive. I shouldn't put my own beliefs upon others because all you get is disappointment.
"Spend any amount of time around people, you get your heart broke. Treachery, hypocrisy, promise of love. Look into the mouth of a person and you'll find lies, wriggling there like maggots, waiting to grow wings. The world has gone mad. A man could kill from sun up, to sunset, and still his work would never be done." - Ernie Dell
It seems no matter how things carry out, I just can't shake off this quote. I am not hoping for no fairytales, but is there nothing good to believe in anymore? Is there no more hope?
Everybody needs something good to believe in. Something to inspire them. Something to push them forward. What happens when you lose that belief?
So much stuff just do not make sense. Too many questions, not enough answers
So much needed to be said, but cannot be said.
Everybody needs something good to believe in. Something to inspire them. Something to push them forward. What happens when you lose that belief?
So much stuff just do not make sense. Too many questions, not enough answers
So much needed to be said, but cannot be said.
This is the pinnacle of "Swag"
For those who don't know who the story of Jame "Boobie" Miles, he was the star running back of the Permian Panthers of Odessa Texas back in 1988 which was featured best selling book "Friday Night Lights". He was legend in Odessa, "Boobie" had god given talents, he was made for football, he was destined for greatness, but after one blow to the knee, his once bright future became an afterthrought.But this isn't the story about the man's tragic story. This is about how he carried himself. For those who read or watched "Friday Night Lights" Boobie came off as an arrogant star who put himself in front of everything. But can you blame him? Texas is a football state, all they do is play football, they put these kids on a pedastal and worship them like gods every Friday night. Boobie was just a product of the "Texas" state of mind.
Boobie carried himself like no other, he had that "Swag" that nobody can match. Who can rock those black on black cleats like him? Who has the testicular fortitude to rock a "Terminator 'X'" towel? When Boobie was at his best, nobody could touch him, because he didn't believe anybody can. That's swag. It's in every step he took, every time he carried the ball, every breath he took. He had that swag that no one can match. If you still don't believe go watch the movie or read the book.
Deuces...
SMITCH got the AXE
Sources: Struggling Raptors fire Mitchell 17 games into season
Updated: December 3, 2008, 5:19 PM ET
The Toronto Raptors have fired coach Sam Mitchell after Wednesday's 39-point loss in Denver, according to NBA front-office sources.
Mitchell will be replaced by Raptors assistant coach Jay Triano, sources said.
Expected to challenge the Celtics in the Atlantic Division this season, Toronto is 8-9 and already eight games behind Boston.
Mitchell is in his fifth season with the Raptors, posting a 156-189 record. He was named the coach of the year in 2006-07 after guiding Toronto to a 47-35 record and a playoff berth. The Raptors regressed to 41-41 last season but still made the playoffs, losing in the first round.
Marc Stein covers the NBA for ESPN.com.
Don't know how to write it
I just finished my last assignment of the semester. Kind of relieved I guess, time is going by so fast. Everything is like a blur.
bleugh...maybe I will have something to write about later
bleugh...maybe I will have something to write about later
Play Cloths Presents: Road Till The Casket Drops
New heat from the cocaine spitting Thorton brothers. Clipse released the prequel to their upcoming album Till The Casket Drops with the aptly titled Road To Till The Casket Drops. This mixtape is brought to you by Complex magazine and their newly launched Play Cloths clothing line. Download the mixtape below.
???
What should I do now?
What am I going to do?
I got the right to put up a fight,
But not quite cause you cut off my light.
But my sight is better tonight and I might,
See you in my nightmare, oh well how did you get there.
Cause we were once a fairytale,
But this is farewell.
Where do I go from here?
DUGY ME!
I got the right to put up a fight,
But not quite cause you cut off my light.
But my sight is better tonight and I might,
See you in my nightmare, oh well how did you get there.
Cause we were once a fairytale,
But this is farewell.
A Year Ago
A year ago today the NFL lost one of it's most vibrant and exciting players. Washington Redskins' Safety Sean Taylor was shot during a botched robbery attempt in his Florida Home, he died a day later from the injury.At the young age of 24, Sean played with more passion and intensity than anybody I had ever seen. On the field he was known for his hard hitting style and deceptive speed as he was often a blur. I may not have known Sean off the field, but watching the response from his teammates, friends and family, you know Sean was a good soul off of the field. He was a loving father, leaving behind his 2 year old daughter Jackie whom he adored. She was always on his mind, always telling his teammates and friends about how wonderful and life changing it was to have his daughter. His teammates saw the change in him too, the moment Jackie was born, Sean was a changed man. Sean may have had some brush ups with the law early in his career but that all changed the moment Jackie came into his life.
November 5, 2007 would be the last time I saw Sean in action. It was a tight game against divisional rival Dallas Cowboys which went down to the wire. As the Cowboys were lining up to kick a potential game winning field goal, the kick was blocked and eventually recovered by Sean. Sean picked up the ball and hurried down the sidelines as the game clock winds down. As Sean reverses the field he was tackled well short of field goal range as the clock shows zeroes across the board. Game over...not yet, a flag was throw...face mask was called therefore putting the Skin's in field goal range. Snap...Hold...Kick....Game over Washington wins. It was a thrilling way to end a game but at that moment no one knew it would be the last time we would see Sean on the football field again.
It was a tragic end to not only a great player, but a great person. Sean was truly special, if anybody ever saw a down of football in which Sean played in, whether it was in college or the NFL, he brought it wherever he played. The game changing player that gave you goosebumps with every hit and made you jump out of your seat after every interception return. A year may have passed but the wound is still there, Sean is still very much in our minds.
It was a tragic end to not only a great player, but a great person. Sean was truly special, if anybody ever saw a down of football in which Sean played in, whether it was in college or the NFL, he brought it wherever he played. The game changing player that gave you goosebumps with every hit and made you jump out of your seat after every interception return. A year may have passed but the wound is still there, Sean is still very much in our minds.
R.I.P. 21
Oh how I miss those days
I miss those days where these dudes were still tight. When Cam & Jim ran the show, with a young Juelz rawer than sushimi riding behind. Freekey doing the hooks, JR with the freestyles and the countless others who contributed. Although all of their collective work together the best they could do was go Gold with the exception of Cam's Come Home With Me release that went platinum, the crew had NY on lockdown. But like all good things, it all came to an end. Cam and Jim had their fallout and now the crew are all doing their own things. Regardless of whether they want to Dips are officially done, they are done.I miss those days when all I listen to were these dudes. Well not at least whenever I listen to them it's serves as a good reminder of those good ol days
EDC sending messages
Now I know the whole Edison Chen sex scandal happened a while ago. He hasn't really been heard from since, but has recently resurfaced checking out the KAWS gallery. Not to mention he's still working hard (LOL) on his CLOT Inc. clothing line. Not to say what he's done was completely wrong, you got to kind of feel bad for him. Well since EDC can't really show his face to tell everybody how he feels...I think he's found an awesome alternative.
Check it out
New CLOT Hidden Message Tees
*from Hypebeast.com
Check it out
New CLOT Hidden Message Tees
*from Hypebeast.com
CLOT offers up a new collection of t-shirts featuring hidden messages reflecting on controversies of the past. At first the graphics look like a grid box, until you steer your noggin in the right direction and see that there are hidden messages! Three different selections are available including: “Fuck the paparazzi”, “Only God can judge me” and “Sex is not a crime”. The set will launch November 25th, 2008 at the Juice store in Hong Kong and Clotinc.com while the white “Sex is not a crime” version will be exclusively sold at Malaysia’s Playground.
This is My December...
"My December"
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Just days away from December, and with that the end of another year, possibly the end to many things. Now I am not one for making drastic changes but when you're faced with a situation where change is imminent then you just have to roll with it. Whatever this December brings. Whatever this means, now and whenever. I just hope everything is going to be alright.
Why would she make calls out the blue?
Hey hey hey hey don't say you will, unless you will
Hey hey hey hey don't say you will, if you will, I pray you will
I wish this song would really come true
I admit I still fantasize about you
Hey hey hey hey don't say you will, if you will, I pray you will
I wish this song would really come true
I admit I still fantasize about you
These certainly made me forget how bored I was
Fan: Rasheed! You suck!
Sheed: Not like yo MAMA!
Mascot Bloopers
Clutch is a damn fool
"I got it"
this isn't really funny but still.
Flopping Amare
Sheed: Not like yo MAMA!
Mascot Bloopers
Clutch is a damn fool
"I got it"
this isn't really funny but still.
Flopping Amare
I want this book.
THE BOOK The Macrophenomenal Pro Basketball Almanac functions simultaneously as the ultimate basketball book for the ultimate NBA fan as well as the ideal sports book for the person with no interest in sports. This book will satiate the passionate sports fan's desire to see athleticism legitimized as a cultural element extending beyond mere cro-magnon brawn.
Within the pages of this tome, NBA hoopery collides with Japanese noise-rock, municipal politics, experimental zoology, Belgian surrealism, and behavioral economics like never before. The mystical deities of this hallowed league of professional basketball are finally given the treatment they deserved, as they are scrutinized not as men, but as embodiments of our own core cultural values and insecurities.
Whereas past sports-literary endeavors have attempted to paint sports as a metaphor for life or life as a metaphor for sport, we depict the National Basketball Association as a universe unlike any that one would encounter in daily existence. The NBA is a sphere in which Indiana farmboys, housing project messiahs, African tribesmen, and escapees from war-torn Eastern Bloc countries, coalesce by the nature of their superhuman physicality. Free Darko was born to make sense of it all.
Ughhhh...
"No matter what
You'll never take that from me
My reign is as far as your eyes can see
It's amazing, so amazing, so amazing, so amazing, it's amazing
so amazing, so amazing, so amazing, it's amazing"
This is what I do when I am not asleep...and carely bored
The edges are a little rough but it looks alright. I was reading slam when they were explaining the inspiration for their most recent cover...well it clearly inspired me too. I love jacking others ideas =)
A Quick NBA Note
So I just went through a night's worth of highlights, and there's a few things worth mentioning
1. The Hawks are "Balllllllin!"
2. As much as I love "Skip", he needs to cool it because sooner or later his antics will effect his team and may damage his rep (whatever rep he has) in the league.
3. I realized that Raptors have a lot of problems
- Lack of backcourt experience (Will the Thill, Roko....nope)
- No plan B (high pick and roll high pick and roll high pick and roll) please come up with something else that we don't already know about
- We may have the worst perimeter D in the entire league
- Bosh is playing out of his mind, but he might not have anything in the tank later on for the long haul considering the amount of basketball he's played over the summer till now
- This shorten bench thing isn't working as well as they would like (they should of kept Defino)
- The scariest thing is that this team is one bad injury away from falling apart (CB4, JO, Jose)
4. CP3 & Dwight Howard are walking fantasy league stat stuffing machines
5. Is it possible that Lebron can fly under the radar?
1. The Hawks are "Balllllllin!"
2. As much as I love "Skip", he needs to cool it because sooner or later his antics will effect his team and may damage his rep (whatever rep he has) in the league.
3. I realized that Raptors have a lot of problems
- Lack of backcourt experience (Will the Thill, Roko....nope)
- No plan B (high pick and roll high pick and roll high pick and roll) please come up with something else that we don't already know about
- We may have the worst perimeter D in the entire league
- Bosh is playing out of his mind, but he might not have anything in the tank later on for the long haul considering the amount of basketball he's played over the summer till now
- This shorten bench thing isn't working as well as they would like (they should of kept Defino)
- The scariest thing is that this team is one bad injury away from falling apart (CB4, JO, Jose)
4. CP3 & Dwight Howard are walking fantasy league stat stuffing machines
5. Is it possible that Lebron can fly under the radar?
Previously On CSI...
"Spend any amount of time around people, you get your heart broke. Treachery, hypocrisy, promise of love. Look into the mouth of a person and you'll find lies, wriggling there like maggots, waiting to grow wings. The world has gone mad. A man could kill from sun up, to sunset, and still his work would never be done." - Ernie Dell
A trip down memory lane...literally
The other night I drove to Pearson because my mom was flying back to Hong Kong. On the way there I got this weird feeling, it was almost like deja vu. As I turned towards Terminal 3 and pulled up in the parking lot. It reminded me of that last visit to Pearson, the very same parking lot. I remember the feeling of being there on that day. As I arrived there was a sense of excitement, uncertainties, confusion?!?. Whatever it was I was feeling that day I felt it. It was one of those "I am really excited but not at the same time" kind of feeling. Everything about that day came back to me and it stayed all the way through the trip back home...But then...that was a long time ago.
Weird
Weird
The Girl
I wish I could do better by you,
'cause that's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work
While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl
When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave
Fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
You don't ask for no diamond rings no delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl
'cause that's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work
While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl
When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave
Fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
You don't ask for no diamond rings no delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl
Time is Running Out
I think I'm drowning
asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
that you've created
you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
you will be the death of me
you will be the death of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream of
breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?
ooooohh
you will suck the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh
...it says alotasphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
that you've created
you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
you will be the death of me
you will be the death of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream of
breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?
ooooohh
you will suck the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh
It Blows My Mind...
I can't believe that whenever "you" are busy or can't watch Prison Break. It is not on...it was this way last year and the same thing now. Michael truly does love you ;)
Unbelievable
Unbelievable
All For Friday Night
From the episode "Hello, Goodbye"
Coach Taylor has fought long and hard to get Smash a try out as a walk on to hopefully get him on the a team so he can go to college. Since Smash lost his scholarships the previous year by getting suspended and hurting his knee. Coach Taylor stood by his side because he believes in Smash, and he knows he is a good kid who just lost his way. So in this episode Smash got his chance and impressed the coaches at Texas A&M and finally made the team. So he's going to college, which also means this will be his last appearance on the show.
Coach Taylor to Brian "Smash" Williams: You listen to me, you listen to me closer than you've ever listen to me before. You remember that Rutledge game, fourth quarter you came into that game you took over that game play by play. You owned that game. I watched you that day and I said to myself "that kid is gonna go all the way". Right now, right here, god has placed you to do what you do best...go all the way.
Here's a bonus one
this one is my favourite
Coach Taylor addressing the team during halftime of the state championship game
here's a few on my favourite scenes
Coach Taylor to the team: When Jason Street went down the first game this season, everybody wrote us off...everybody. And yet here we are at this championship game. Forty thousand people out there have also written us off. There are a few out there who do still believe in you, a few who will never give up on you. You go back out on the field, those are the people I want in your minds, those are the people I want in your heart. Every man at some point in his life is going to lose a battle. He is going to fight and hes going to lose. But what makes him a man is at the midst of that battle he does not lose himself. This game is not over, this battle is not over...so let's hear it one more time together...CLEAR EYES, FULL HEARTS CAN'T LOSE!!!
Coach Taylor has fought long and hard to get Smash a try out as a walk on to hopefully get him on the a team so he can go to college. Since Smash lost his scholarships the previous year by getting suspended and hurting his knee. Coach Taylor stood by his side because he believes in Smash, and he knows he is a good kid who just lost his way. So in this episode Smash got his chance and impressed the coaches at Texas A&M and finally made the team. So he's going to college, which also means this will be his last appearance on the show.
Coach Taylor to Brian "Smash" Williams: You listen to me, you listen to me closer than you've ever listen to me before. You remember that Rutledge game, fourth quarter you came into that game you took over that game play by play. You owned that game. I watched you that day and I said to myself "that kid is gonna go all the way". Right now, right here, god has placed you to do what you do best...go all the way.
Here's a bonus one
this one is my favourite
Coach Taylor addressing the team during halftime of the state championship game
here's a few on my favourite scenes
Coach Taylor to the team: When Jason Street went down the first game this season, everybody wrote us off...everybody. And yet here we are at this championship game. Forty thousand people out there have also written us off. There are a few out there who do still believe in you, a few who will never give up on you. You go back out on the field, those are the people I want in your minds, those are the people I want in your heart. Every man at some point in his life is going to lose a battle. He is going to fight and hes going to lose. But what makes him a man is at the midst of that battle he does not lose himself. This game is not over, this battle is not over...so let's hear it one more time together...CLEAR EYES, FULL HEARTS CAN'T LOSE!!!
Coach Taylor's prep talk to Matt before he starts his first game as QB1
The boys (Jason, Smash, Matt, Tim) go out for a little fun in Herman field
Matt's breakdown
The scene where Coach Taylor gives his halftime speech in right in the middle of the video (4:12)
The boys (Jason, Smash, Matt, Tim) go out for a little fun in Herman field
Matt's breakdown
The scene where Coach Taylor gives his halftime speech in right in the middle of the video (4:12)
Never, never, never change...
I want to be different, to change, because I am sick of being nice. I don't want to play nice, it never gets me anywhere. When they say "nice guys finish last" they ain't lying. I want to feel what it's like to say "no, it's not okay" or "what about me?" I have tried to change, tried to be different. Not to say I want to be an ass to everybody. I just want to have things go my way for a change, or play by my rules. But it seems the harder and harder I tried to be different, the more I realize I can't. I guess Jay said it best:
I'll never change
I'll never change, I'm too stuck in my ways
...This is how it always be,
I’ll never change this is always me
From the womb to the tomb
From now to my doom
I'll never change, I'm too stuck in my ways
...This is how it always be,
I’ll never change this is always me
From the womb to the tomb
From now to my doom
Sunrise of a Digital Star
I know "you" love my taste in music and since you're like the only one who reads this anyways. I got a good one for you. It's kind of dark but words are not enough to describe how amazing this guy is.
Go alone without me
Tell them all I'm happy here
This is the end of me
I live inside the sadness
Away from all my shattered dreams
Who will bury me
A thousand years above me
The blackest crows will circle me
Circle me
I'm so afraid
I wont see your face
Yeah your brown eyes shine like the sunrise
You're my rose, my empire
Something in this place
Oh it's lonely in this place, well
I keep this picture of you
The colours fade and turn to grey
More every day
I've walked for miles in circles
To find someone who knows the way
Back into your arms
And I fell into pain
I'm so afraid
I wont see your face
Yeah your brown eyes shine like the sunrise
You're my rose, my empire
Something in this place
Oh it's lonely in this place, well
It's lonely in this place
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
See sometimes we all forget, how beautiful we are
If I live in the black, I might never ever come back
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
See sometimes we all forget how beautiful we are
I know
Tell them all I'm happy here
This is the end of me
I live inside the sadness
Away from all my shattered dreams
Who will bury me
A thousand years above me
The blackest crows will circle me
Circle me
I'm so afraid
I wont see your face
Yeah your brown eyes shine like the sunrise
You're my rose, my empire
Something in this place
Oh it's lonely in this place, well
I keep this picture of you
The colours fade and turn to grey
More every day
I've walked for miles in circles
To find someone who knows the way
Back into your arms
And I fell into pain
I'm so afraid
I wont see your face
Yeah your brown eyes shine like the sunrise
You're my rose, my empire
Something in this place
Oh it's lonely in this place, well
It's lonely in this place
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
See sometimes we all forget, how beautiful we are
If I live in the black, I might never ever come back
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
See sometimes we all forget how beautiful we are
I know
Day N Nite
"Day N Nite - KiD CuDi"
Day n nite. I toss and turn, I keep stressin’ my mind, mind.
I look for peace, but see I don’t attain.
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play.
Now look at this.
Madness the magnet keeps attracting me, me.
I try to run, but see I’m not that fast.
I think the first but surely finish last, last.Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite
Hold the phone.
The lonely stoner missed his solo doe low.
He’s on the move, can’t seem to shake the shake.
Within his dreams he sees the life he made.
Made.
The pain is deep.
A silent sleeper, you won’t hear a peep, peep.
The girl he wants don’t seem to want him too.
It seems the feelings that she had are through.
Through.
Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite
Slow mo.
When the tempo slows up and creates that new, new.
He seems alive, though he is feelin blue.
The sun is shinin man he’s super cool.
Cool.
The lonely nites, they fade away he slips into his white Nikes.
He smokes a clip and then he’s on the way,
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
Day n nite. I toss and turn, I keep stressin’ my mind, mind.
I look for peace, but see I don’t attain.
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play.
Now look at this.
Madness the magnet keeps attracting me, me.
I try to run, but see I’m not that fast.
I think the first but surely finish last, last.Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite
Hold the phone.
The lonely stoner missed his solo doe low.
He’s on the move, can’t seem to shake the shake.
Within his dreams he sees the life he made.
Made.
The pain is deep.
A silent sleeper, you won’t hear a peep, peep.
The girl he wants don’t seem to want him too.
It seems the feelings that she had are through.
Through.
Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite
Slow mo.
When the tempo slows up and creates that new, new.
He seems alive, though he is feelin blue.
The sun is shinin man he’s super cool.
Cool.
The lonely nites, they fade away he slips into his white Nikes.
He smokes a clip and then he’s on the way,
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night, ah ah at night.
This is the anthem of my life...well at the moment. I can't stop listening to it, it makes me happy hearing this because this is EXACTLY how I feel at the moment yet it makes me sad because this is EXACTLY how I feel.
Ballad of Sir Andrew Barton
"Fight on, my men," says Sir Andrew Barton,
"I am hurt, but I am not slain;
I'll lay me down and bleed a while,
And then I'll rise and fight again.
"I am hurt, but I am not slain;
I'll lay me down and bleed a while,
And then I'll rise and fight again.
October's State of Mind
...October's here, the work is starting to pile up. But I'm taking them down one by one so I am not at panic mode yet. Anyways, last month was kind of crazy, it was all about transitions and getting use to things (not just talking bout school). I guess you can say everything is better or at least settled down. Still wish some things would be different though, but the ball isn't in my court now...all I can do right now is be patient and hope things go my way. K, i need to stop...I have to read...in class essay later...chyeaaa =S Deuces...
First Post...
This is a total spur of the moment thing, but it's something different. I think I am going to go on a Xanga hiatus for a bit. I just want something different, so for the next...I don't know for how many months or years this page will be my thoughts (raw, uncut and no holds barred). Anyways with that said, the first order of business...the name "Overdose on Life". Why did i choose this? Well it is actually a song title by Mickey Factz feat. Drake and Travis McCoy. This title stuck to me because of the way I interpreted the song. To me, overdose on life means living life to the fullest, and being yourself. It's a passion for life, and doing whatever it is that make you happy (not illegal or if illegal then not in a way where your harming others). It may sound kind of selfish but at then end of the day when it's all said and done it's just you and yourself. I had to learn that lesson the hard way since I've always been the one to lookout for others and at the same time it got in the way of doing what I want. So I guess that made sense, that's then...go download the track here if your haven't heard it yet.Deuces...
