Time is Running Out

I think I'm drowning
asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
that you've created

you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

you will be the death of me
you will be the death of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted

now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream of
breaking this fixation

you will squeeze the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?
ooooohh

you will suck the life out of me

bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
ooooohh

...it says alot

It Blows My Mind...

I can't believe that whenever "you" are busy or can't watch Prison Break. It is not on...it was this way last year and the same thing now. Michael truly does love you ;)

Unbelievable

All For Friday Night


From the episode "Hello, Goodbye"

Coach Taylor has fought long and hard to get Smash a try out as a walk on to hopefully get him on the a team so he can go to college. Since Smash lost his scholarships the previous year by getting suspended and hurting his knee. Coach Taylor stood by his side because he believes in Smash, and he knows he is a good kid who just lost his way. So in this episode Smash got his chance and impressed the coaches at Texas A&M and finally made the team. So he's going to college, which also means this will be his last appearance on the show.

Coach Taylor to Brian "Smash" Williams: You listen to me, you listen to me closer than you've ever listen to me before. You remember that Rutledge game, fourth quarter you came into that game you took over that game play by play. You owned that game. I watched you that day and I said to myself "that kid is gonna go all the way". Right now, right here, god has placed you to do what you do best...go all the way.

Here's a bonus one

this one is my favourite

Coach Taylor addressing the team during halftime of the state championship game
here's a few on my favourite scenes

Coach Taylor to the team: When Jason Street went down the first game this season, everybody wrote us off...everybody. And yet here we are at this championship game. Forty thousand people out there have also written us off. There are a few out there who do still believe in you, a few who will never give up on you. You go back out on the field, those are the people I want in your minds, those are the people I want in your heart. Every man at some point in his life is going to lose a battle. He is going to fight and hes going to lose. But what makes him a man is at the midst of that battle he does not lose himself. This game is not over, this battle is not over...so let's hear it one more time together...CLEAR EYES, FULL HEARTS CAN'T LOSE!!!



Coach Taylor's prep talk to Matt before he starts his first game as QB1


The boys (Jason, Smash, Matt, Tim) go out for a little fun in Herman field


Matt's breakdown


The scene where Coach Taylor gives his halftime speech in right in the middle of the video (4:12)

Never, never, never change...

I want to be different, to change, because I am sick of being nice. I don't want to play nice, it never gets me anywhere. When they say "nice guys finish last" they ain't lying. I want to feel what it's like to say "no, it's not okay" or "what about me?" I have tried to change, tried to be different. Not to say I want to be an ass to everybody. I just want to have things go my way for a change, or play by my rules. But it seems the harder and harder I tried to be different, the more I realize I can't. I guess Jay said it best:

I'll never change
I'll never change, I'm too stuck in my ways
...This is how it always be,
I’ll never change this is always me
From the womb to the tomb
From now to my doom

Previously on Heroes...

"When you put everyone else first, you end up last."
- Angela Petrelli

Curiosity Killed David

...refer to title

Sunrise of a Digital Star

I know "you" love my taste in music and since you're like the only one who reads this anyways. I got a good one for you. It's kind of dark but words are not enough to describe how amazing this guy is.

Go alone without me
Tell them all I'm happy here
This is the end of me
I live inside the sadness
Away from all my shattered dreams
Who will bury me
A thousand years above me
The blackest crows will circle me
Circle me

I'm so afraid
I wont see your face
Yeah your brown eyes shine like the sunrise
You're my rose, my empire
Something in this place
Oh it's lonely in this place, well

I keep this picture of you
The colours fade and turn to grey
More every day
I've walked for miles in circles
To find someone who knows the way
Back into your arms
And I fell into pain

I'm so afraid
I wont see your face
Yeah your brown eyes shine like the sunrise
You're my rose, my empire
Something in this place
Oh it's lonely in this place, well

It's lonely in this place

Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
See sometimes we all forget, how beautiful we are
If I live in the black, I might never ever come back
Here comes the sunrise of a digital star

Here comes the sunrise of a digital star

Here comes the sunrise of a digital star
See sometimes we all forget how beautiful we are
I know



Day N Nite


"Day N Nite - KiD CuDi"

Day n nite. I toss and turn, I keep stressin’ my mind, mind.

I look for peace, but see I don’t attain.
What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play.
Now look at this.
Madness the magnet keeps attracting me, me.
I try to run, but see I’m not that fast.
I think the first but surely finish last, last.Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite

Hold the phone.
The lonely stoner missed his solo doe low.
He’s on the move, can’t seem to shake the shake.
Within his dreams he sees the life he made.
Made.
The pain is deep.
A silent sleeper, you won’t hear a peep, peep.
The girl he wants don’t seem to want him too.
It seems the feelings that she had are through.
Through.

Cause day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite

Slow mo.
When the tempo slows up and creates that new, new.
He seems alive, though he is feelin blue.
The sun is shinin man he’s super cool.
Cool.
The lonely nites, they fade away he slips into his white Nikes.
He smokes a clip and then he’s on the way,
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…
To free his mind in search of…

Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite
He’s all alone through the day n nite.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at nite, ah ah at nite.
Day n nite.
The lonely stoner seems to free his mind at nite.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
The lonely loner seems to free his mind at night, ah ah at night.

This is the anthem of my life...well at the moment. I can't stop listening to it, it makes me happy hearing this because this is EXACTLY how I feel at the moment yet it makes me sad because this is EXACTLY how I feel.



How...

How can something that is so wrong, feel so right?

Ballad of Sir Andrew Barton

"Fight on, my men," says Sir Andrew Barton,
"I am hurt, but I am not slain;
I'll lay me down and bleed a while,
And then I'll rise and fight again.

October's State of Mind

...October's here, the work is starting to pile up. But I'm taking them down one by one so I am not at panic mode yet. Anyways, last month was kind of crazy, it was all about transitions and getting use to things (not just talking bout school). I guess you can say everything is better or at least settled down. Still wish some things would be different though, but the ball isn't in my court now...all I can do right now is be patient and hope things go my way. K, i need to stop...I have to read...in class essay later...chyeaaa =S Deuces...

First Post...

This is a total spur of the moment thing, but it's something different. I think I am going to go on a Xanga hiatus for a bit. I just want something different, so for the next...I don't know for how many months or years this page will be my thoughts (raw, uncut and no holds barred). Anyways with that said, the first order of business...the name "Overdose on Life". Why did i choose this? Well it is actually a song title by Mickey Factz feat. Drake and Travis McCoy. This title stuck to me because of the way I interpreted the song. To me, overdose on life means living life to the fullest, and being yourself. It's a passion for life, and doing whatever it is that make you happy (not illegal or if illegal then not in a way where your harming others). It may sound kind of selfish but at then end of the day when it's all said and done it's just you and yourself. I had to learn that lesson the hard way since I've always been the one to lookout for others and at the same time it got in the way of doing what I want. So I guess that made sense, that's then...go download the track here if your haven't heard it yet.

Deuces...